Hard Times

So much has been going on I thought I should update this so everyone can know. First off, my sister had brain surgeory back in September and last week she couldn't move her arm at all. So I drove her to her surgeon and he saw that some of the fluid had leaked out from her first surgory and had gone to her arm making her unable to move it. So Tuesday she had to do another full brain surgory to get the fluid out, and scrape the graph they had put in again. Just as all of that was happening my crohns disease has been really bad lately and I had a bad phone call after my colonoscopy. They found about 12 inches of really badly inflamed ulcers which he said needs to come out. We were hoping I could just have surgory and get that section out, but it turns out I have to get all of my intestines, out and possibly some of my small intestine as well. I haven't met with the surgeon yet but I am staying hopeful and looking on the bright side of things. My family is super stressed right now but were all praying that everything will work out. I was listening to this song today and it kind of hit home :

It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching forforever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else Seem so small

KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS PLEASE